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January 31 feel like crap....thot i was allergic to sumthin...but i think its sumthin worse...my tongue was reaaaalllyy hurtin me yesterday (tuesday)...i dnt get it...thot it mite hav been sumthin i ate...but i guess not....
woke up this mornin...wit the pain still there...so theres me...*confused*.... dad tells me to try antibiotics...so thts wat i been doin...n they kinda helpin...but not xact...
actually...if anythin..im feelin worse...my heads hurtin...my throats hurtin...no, not hurtin...killin me....n evrytime i swallow...it hurtssss!!...bad...
think am gna book an appointment at the doctors tmrw...inshaAllah i hope i get one!!!
if not...then friday mornin i guess...eugh....i hate goin docs...but this is gettin unbearable...
newayyyyssssssss..gna go sleep nw..
xxxxxxxx January 29 nice day...had such a nice day today..was sooo nice n chilled out...didnt wana go to 6pm lecture...lolz..
went to Tessa's place today.. after mornin lecture....was soooo nice..jus chillin out...had fun cookin n stuff..we made chicken curry n jacket potato thingys...n then jus listend 2 sum music....n ate....a lil too much...lolzzz...had sum reaaly nice carrot cake...n yeh....it was jus a nice day...
ermmmmm yeh....im tired nw...
gna go sleep....
early strt tmrw...
xxxxx
January 28 prank calls...i swer...u'd think ppl hav better things to do at 6am..!!but nooooooo....sum1 has nothin betta to do than prank call me....n in wat way??? lolllzzz...by playin "mehndi lagaa ke rakhna" reaaaaal loud!! andddd they were singin along too...nooo idea who it cudve been tho!!!pmsl...oh well...jus anotha one of my many admirers eh??? lolz...lmao...yeh rite...
well one good thing came out of it....an incentive to wake up for fajr....n yess! i did!! *grins*
erm...yeh...thats all i came to blog abt...my rooms in a complete mess...n my laptops bein a kutta as usual....oh well..nothin new there...n YES...i meant KUTTA...cos if my comp was female...she wudnt b givin me problems...pmsl...lolz...
nnnneeeewaaaayssssss... i think i'll shutup...
xxxxx January 26 shes gone...its weird to think av's gone....miss her already...av, if ur readin this frm "grimmmsssbey"....i miss uuu!!
it was weird doin the whole "goodbye" thing...cos it jus didnt seem real...
hahaha... kasamh se's gettin good....that Pia's sooo annoyin!!! think she needs a good slap...lolz...spoilt cow...
neway...as i was sayin...
av...dnt evn kno if shes got there or not..hopefully she has by now..feel so bad that i cudnt go to help her wit the packin n stuff...its only been 2 weeks bak 2 uni..so cudnt afford to bunk...feel bad abt that tho...
i jus hope things go well for her on her course n stuff...i kno its scary movin away from home to a new place...wit new ppl...n not knowin wat the future has in store...leavin things behind....but hopefully things will be fine...n she'll love it...
its like wen we were bak in egypt...1st it was countin days till we were bak home...but by the end...we didnt wana leave...so that jus mite b the case wit her...i guess the only difference is...shes a lot closer to home...so weekends bak in london are the one thing that she can do...coming bak to see everyone...whereas in Egypt...it wasnt the same...its not like i cudve taken the 1st flight home for a weekend..!
neway...im tired...so im gna end here
so till nxt time
xxxx January 24 weird...its been an odd day today...odd in wat sense...im not sure...in quite a few really....i dnt mean odd in like a negative sense...or is that the only context u cn use the word "odd" in??...hmm...well wateva...im gna use it neway....
dunno ..but woke up this mornin...thinkin "av's gna cancel on me"....i dnt kno why... i kinda knew she wudnt...but at the same time..i think its cos of mum's attitude at times...shes always got sumthin negative to say...but yay...she didnt cancel...so all was well n good...
been feelin kinda ratty today actually...but at the same time...kinda patient....jus tryin not to let the rattiness get to me..*take a deep breath*...i guess in a way...it was cos....n av...no i dont hate him...she jus doesnt stop talkin abt a certain sum1...n like...theres always a limit to hearin abt sumthin or sum1...n i kno...i shud b more understandin...but im her best mate...i think there shud b sum, if not many, moments wher the topic isnt the so-called-he-who-shall-not-b-named.....lol...wow..that looks kinda pretty wit the hyphens-i-think-i'll-type-like-this-for-a-while-lol...
ok ok...i giv up... dnt hav the patience to hyphenate every word right now...
well..anyway...got to uni...n omggg....lemme start again...was woken up by a txt msg this mornin...sayin..."its snowinnnnn".....eugh...im a summer child!! i dnt do cold n snow n icky biting wind....lol..but then again...i dnt like hot sticky summer days..im more of a rain, thunder n lightnin person....hmm...so maybe im not a summer child...more autumny...lolz...well...wateva...
lol...anyways...as i was sayin...snow....eekk... i looked at the window....cudnt look OUT it...cos the snow had settled on it.... n prayed n prayed n prayed..."plz God...let it melt before i leave the house...i dnt care if its cold...jus let it b melted"...lol...n yay...He listened!! *grin*..
swer i wudnt hav left the house if the snow was still settled...im so accident prone...mum probably wudve told me not to go eitha..lolz...
so yeh...uni...went...n then decided while i was on the way there..that i WUD go wit Tessa to see Safina....i hadnt seen her since Egypt...thats like...umm...more than 6mths ago!!! so i was like..i dnt care...even if i only get to spend half an hr or wateva..im goin...so i went! n im glad i did...it was sooo nice seein her again...n alhamdulillah...she lookd so happy...!
eesh...my toes hurt....stupid boots...but hey...they kept me warm...lolz...so its all good...*Smiles*...as they say...no pain, no gain...lol...
so...yeh...umm...spent sum time wit Safina, Tessa n Tacha...n then Av came...n we went for lunch....me n av that is....jus wanted to treat her out before she goes....argh...shes goin on friday....its weird to think shes goin...i think ive mentioned that in previous blogs....but it kinda feels like Egypt all over again...jus its the other way...shes goin away instead of me...
fink im gna end ere nw...cos minds gone a lil blank...n ear hurts....
but if not today...then i'll b bak again soon..
i realised the otha day...that...i dunno if u wanna call it sad...but i blog in ere almost every day....hmm..lol...
newayys...
im off
xxxxx Ten Sicknesses of the HeartAssalaamu Alaikum,
Ten Sicknesses of the Heart...
1. You believe in the existance of Allah (SWT) but you do not obey Him and fulfil His Commands.
2. You say you love the Prophet Mohammed (SAW) but you do not follow his Sunnah. 3. You read the Holy Qur'an but you do not want to understand and put it into practice.
4. You enjoy all the benefits from Allah (SWT) but you are not grateful to Him.
5. You acknowledge Shaitan as your enemy but you do not go against him.
6. You want to enter Paradise but you do not work for it. 7. You do not want to be thrown into Hell-Fire but you do not try to run away from it. 8. You believe that every living-thing will face death but you do not prepare for the great day of 50,000 years, i.e. the Day of Qiamat. 9. You gossip and find faults in others but you forget your own faults and habits. 10. You bury the Dead but you do not take a lesson from it. January 23 coollllllllldddits soooo cold!!! i cant feel my nose!!! lolz...thats the only way i cn tell am cold...lolz...ok ok...thats a lie...but its one of the main ways..lolz...
had a nice-ish day today...its weird...cos like av said to me..."its not sunk in yet".... so i goes to her "2 days to go....2days to go...has it sunk in yet? lol..." its jus weird to think shes gna b gone 2 grimsby in 2 days....
things hav been a lil confusin the last 2 weeks...a lotta things runnin thru my mind...n a few decisions to be made...jus not sure wich path to take...theyre not like maajor life-changin decisions...but they are things that affect my life quite a bit...like shud i or shudnt i get in touch wit sum1...but if i do...wat am i gna say to em....??....i dunno....
time seems to b goin slow...real...slow...n uni...feels like a drag...like part of me wants uni to b over...n another...doesnt want it to end...i guess its jus the fear of goin out into the big wide world of work....
was talkin abt that wit Tessa today...like wat are my career aspirations...?? n i kno this much...nooo wayyy do i wanna go into teachin!!! n evrytime i say to her im gna b a housewife...the look she gives me...is like "grr...im gna strangle u!" lolz....so yes...i think i will get sum kinda job....jus dnt kno wt...like i said to Tessa...i dnt wana do sum borin 9-5 job....wanna work sumwher wher its a variety of things...lolz...am dreamin too much wit my eyes open... *slaps self*
anyways....im gna end ere...n make a few changes on this thing...as Tessa will kill me if i dnt change it...
sowwi!!
xxxx January 20 Best Friends...i kno its ..kinda late....but 1st thing i wana do is wish my best mate a belated, yet very happy birthday...so happy b'day avan!!! hpe that this yr brings u the best in evrythin....i kno that the beginnin of the new yr hasnt been hw u wantd it...but hopefully things will get better
 feels weird...cos ive not actually seen her since....the day before her b'day...i think...no...mayb it was wednesday....
its weird to think shes goin away in less than a week....ive hardly seen her lately...busy wit things n stuff...both of us that is...me wit uni...her wit her course n that kinda thing... so...yeh...its jus not been convenient...
its that feeling all over again....september 2005...i was gettin ready to go egypt.... n nw...shes goin away...well not abroad...so inshaAllah it wont b the same in that way...cos she'll still cme dwn fr weekends n that kinda thing...but it wont b the same....like jus bein able to chill weneva...n cravin chiken n chips at weird times of the day....lolz...
i cant really complain...cos u cant change the way things are...the way life is... i was away for ten mths wen i went to Egypt...n nw shes off to Grimsby for ten mths...
dnt kno hw things are gna b wen she gets bak....cos things arent gna b the same... thts obvious...cos wen i came bak frm Egypt...i'd changed... nt dramatically...but ther was definitely change...n i still feel it...im not the same as i was before...
so yeh...
think am gna shutup...lost flow of thot...
aarrggh...that reminds me...lolz...threw such a tantrum today....actually...tantrumS...lolz...not jus one...a couple actually...i fink im allowed tho... i was soooo peed off abt my room...n mum gettin angry wit me n stuff...n like i think i hav reason to throw tantrums abt things in my room that i dnt wana b ther cos they not actually mine.... hhmm....grrr
anyways....am gna go...
xxxxx Common Errors in Salaah...Common Errors in Salaah; That MUST Be Avoided 1. Reciting Surat al-Fatiha fast without pausing after each verse. The Prophet (SAW) used to pause after each verse of this surah. (Abu Dawood) 2. Sticking the arms to the sides of the body, in rukoo' or sujood, and sticking the belly to the thighs in sujood. The Messenger of Allah (SAW) said: "Let not one of you support himself on his forearms (in sujood ) like the dog. Let him rest on his palms and keep his elbows away from his body." (Sahih Muslim) 3. Gazing upward during prayer. This may cause loss of concentration. We are commanded to lower our gaze, and look at the point at which the head rests during sujood. The Prophet (SAW) warned: "Let those who raise their gaze up during prayer stop doing so, or else their sights would not return to them. [ i.e. Lose their eyesight]." (Muslim) 4. Resting only the tip of the head on the floor during sujood.The Prophet (SAW) said: "I am commanded to prostrate on seven bones the forehead and the nose, the two hands [palms],the two knees, and the two feet." (Sahih Muslim) 5. Hasty performance of prayer which does not allow repose and calmness in rukoo' or sujood. The Messenger of Allah (SAW) saw a man who did not complete his rukoo' [bowing], and made a very short sujood [prostration]; he(SAW) said: "If this man dies while praying in this manner, he would die upholding a religion other than the religion of Muhammad." Abu Hurairah (RA) said:"My beloved friend, Muhammad (SAW) forbade 6. Counting tasbeeh with the left hand The Prophet (SAW) used to count tasbeeh on the fingers of his right 7. Crossing in front of a praying person. The Messenger of Allah (SAW) warned:"Were the one who crosses in *The forty in the tradition may be days months or even years Allah knows best January 19 cheesy pick up lines....lolz...found sum cheesy pickup lines...hehehe
When we get married, will God be upset that I captured one of his angels?
The more I drink, the better you look!
I have an "owie" on my lip. Will you kiss it and make it better?
If you were a laser, you'd be set on "stunning."
Your name must be Mickey because your so fine. Will you also blow my mind?
You make me melt like hot fudge on a sundae.
Can I borrow your cell? (What for?) I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the girl of my dreams.
Your sweetness is my weakness.
Were you arrested earlier? It's gotta be illegal to look that good.
You're like a dictionary, you add meaning to my life!
You must be wearing a mirror because I can see myself in your pants.
I didn't know that angels could fly so low!
Please touch me so I can tell my friends that I've been touched by an angel.
Wow! Are those real? I mean, real leather shoes. Real fantastic eyes? A real weave? Really bad pick up line?
Wow, you look like my 3rd wife and I'm only on my 2nd marriage!
What's that in your eye? Must just be a twinkle.
If beauty were sunlight, you'd shine from a million light-years away.
This isn't a beer belly, It's a fuel tank for a love machine.
Let's make a bet. I bet you $20 that you're going to turn me down.
I've been following this rainbow all day and I've found you at the end of it.
I'm the world's greatest thief and I'm here to steal your heart.
Hey, don't I know you? Indeed, you're the girl with the beautiful smile.
(When wearing sunglasses) The sunshine of your heart is bright enough to turn my lenses dark.
What's that on your face? Oh, must just be beauty. Here, let me get it off. Hey, it's not coming off!
The voices in my head told me to come over and talk to you.
Your smile would light up a totally dark room. Want to go home and go prove it?
You like sleeping? Me too! We should do it together sometime. (To group) Good evening, may a thorn sit down amongst this garden of roses?
Are there two insanely beautiful women in the world or is it my double vision?
There must be something wrong with my eyes because I can't take them off of you.
Do you know what'd look good on you? Me.
How was heaven when you left?
It's not deforestation! You are the reason for global warming because you're so damn hot!
You're an angel. I must be dead. Is this heaven?
Hey, where did your smile go? *Check back pocket* Here it is!
I must be lost. I thought paradise was farther south.
You're so hot you make the equator feel like the north pole.
Do you really want to tell our kids that you turned me down the first time we met?
Something tells me your lips are sweet. Can I have a free sample?
What time does heaven set a curfew for an angel like you?
You must be a light switch. Every time I see you I get turned on!
I suffer from amnesia. I think I've seen you before, but are you always this beautiful?
You must be a magnet because I am feeling the attraction
Pardon me, I seem to have lost my phone number, could I borrow yours?
If I followed you home like a lost puppy, would you keep me?
Excuse me, you've got something on your shirt. Oh sorry, it's just my eyes.
You must be a broom because you just swept me off my feet.
If God had made anything more pretty, I'm sure he would have kept it for himself.
Heaven is a long way from here. Are you lost, my angel?
hehehe.....cheesy but kinda cute...na...
xxx January 18 Letter From Shaitaan...an interestin read...makes u realise sum things...dont really like the style of writing...but i guess its wat makes people stop n think...so its all good... x x
This can really make you think. It actually made me mad while I was reading it, but I had to send it because of the P.S. This is deep... It really made me think woah!! damn,is satan around me???? ya Allah, Forgive me
A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN
I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores
You awoke without kneeling to pray Fajr.
As a matter of fact, you didn't even say Bismillah before your meals, or pray Isha before going to bed last night.
You are so unthankful, I like that about you.
I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living,
Fool, you are mine.
Remember, you and I have been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet.
As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate Allah.
I am only using you to get even with Allah.
He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back. You see, Fool, ALLAH LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you.
But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell. That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt Allah. Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.
We have been watching dirty movies, cursing people out, stealing, lying, being hypocritical, fornicating, telling dirty jokes, gossiping, being judgmental, back stabbing people, disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions, no respect for the Mosque, bad attitudes.
SURELY you don't want to give all this up.
Come on, Fool, let's burn together forever.
I've got some hot plans for us. This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you.
I'd like to say "THANKS" for letting me use you for most of your foolish life.
You are so gullible, I laugh at you.
When you are tempted to sin, you give in.
HA HA HA, you make me sick.
Sin is beginning to take its toll on your life.
You look 20 years older, and now, I need new blood.
So go ahead and teach some children how to sin. All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while under-aged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible. Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too. Kids are like that.
Well, Fool, I have to let you go for now.
I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again.
If you were smart, you would run somewhere, repent for your sins, and live for Allah with what little bit of life that you have left. It's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous.
Don't get me wrong, I still hate you.
IT'S JUST THAT YOU'D MAKE A BETTER FOOL FOR ALLAH.
PS If you really love me, you won't share this letter with anyone. January 16 .........confused...thts hw im feelin rite now... abt things im nt gna mention ere..cos sum things..are kept private...
jus felt like i needed to blog to get things off my mind..altho am not sure wat those "things" are...
chatted to aishu yesterday after aaaages...well...wat feels like ages...duuh..cant believe i didnt tell her mum n dad were bak from Hajj...
duh...dnt kno if i even mentioned that ere! lolz.. oh well....am gna go crazy at home...
the amount of times the doorbell rings...n phone...eesshh...feel like runnin away..lolz.. ok ok..its not that bad...
Tessa's comin dwn in a bit...she wanted to get sum things from the high street...thot we'd go chek n see if they hav the things she wants...
ooohh...for all those on my msn wonderin "wat the hell??"...cos of my "im in love wit a voice" status..pmsl...lolz..dnt worry....its nothin bad...its jus theres this guy/imaam who sumtimes calls out the aadhaan n sumtimes leads the salaah..n we can hear it on our transmitter at home...n omggg...mashaAllah does he hav a beautiful voice or wat!?! its like...thers jus sumthin abt it...so yeh...thats wat its abt...nothin else...
ermmmmm... think am gna go.... still feelin shitty...but hey...the feelin will go away.... i hope...
xxxx January 14 thoughts...jus cos these are thoughts...doesnt mean they apply to me..its jus a general type of thinking...
if u think u like sum1...shud u tell em...?
can u like sum1 u've neva met...wen i say like...i mean LIKE like...lol...
cn sumbody really kno who u really are jus thru telephone conversations...?
why do sum ppl feel they have to lie to everyone...like tell em things that aint tru...in an attempt to big themselves up...lemme giv an example...if i said..."ive got my drivin test nxt week"..this person will say.. "oh i passed my test a few mths ago..n i got a car as a early b'day present"....or sum kinda crap along them lines....like the kinda person that jus always wants a one-up compared to everyone else...its sooo anoyin...i swer...n its like.. they think u gna beleive em...but u kno theyre bluffin...n truthfully...jus laff at wat theyve said...lolz...
prank calls....this is one thing that reaaalllyyyy bugs me...like do ppl seriously have nothin betta to do than call other ppl up...n hang up as soon as u'v said hello..like helloooo??? wats the deal wit that???.... or like the funniest ive eva had is songs bein played to me..pmsl...lolzzz...i jus stuk it on mute n sang along...hehehe
anyways..am tired...got early start...
enough of my randomness for the day...
am off
xxx The Quest For Allah's MercyThe Quest For Allah's Mercy
Prepared by Muhammad Alshareef It was narrated that in the days that Musa - alayhis salam - wandered with Bani Israaeel in the desert a grizzly drought befell them. Together, they all raised their hands towards the heavens praying for the blessed rain. Then, to the astonishment of Musa - alayhis salam - and all those watching, the few clouds that scattered the sky vanished, the heat scorched down, and the drought intensified.
It was revealed to Musa- alayhis salam - that there was a sinner amongst Bani Israaeel that had disobeyed Allah for more than 40 years of his life. “Let him separate himself from the congregation,” Allah told Musa- alayhis salam -. “Only then shall I shower you all with rain.”
Musa - alayhis salam - called out to the throngs of humanity, “There is a person amongst us who has disobeyed Allah for 40 years. Let him separate himself from the congregation and only then shall we be rescued from the drought.” That man, waited, looking left and right, hoping that someone else would step forward…but no one did. Sweat poured from his brow and he knew he was the one.
If he stayed amongst the congregation all would die of thirst; yet, if he stepped forward he would be humiliated for all eternity.
He raised his hands with sincerity he had never known before, with humility he had never tasted, tears poured on both cheeks, “O Allah, have mercy on me! O Allah, hide my sins! O Allah, forgive me!”
As Musa - alayhis salam - and Bani Israaeel awaited for the sinner to step forward, the clouds hugged the sky and the rain poured. Musa - alayhis salam - asked Allah Ta'ala, “O Allah, you blessed us with rain even though that sinner did not come forward.” And Allah Ta'ala replied, “O Musa, it is for the repentance of that very person that I blessed all of Bani Israaeel with water.”
Musa- alayhis salam - wanting to know who was this blessed man, asked, “Show him to me O Allah!” Allah Ta'ala replied, “O Musa, I hid his sins for 40 years. Do you think that after his repentance I shall expose him? ” January 13 bored...omg im bored...im so so so so bored...
im watchin sum movie...pyaar tune kya kiya...its interestin....urmila n her psycho roles...she cn b so scary...lol...soooooo psycho...lol...
scary...so scary...lol.... but she does the role good...
eesh....this films buggin me..
i feel sick too...
 gna go...
xxx ermmmmi cudve put a "normal" title...but then...eh...oh well
firstly i wanna sayyyy.... happy birthday to uuuu happy birthday to uuuu!!happy birthday dear mazzyyy...happy birthday to uuuuuu!!!!.... its my big sista's b'day today....n i jus wana wish her a v happy b'day..last yr..we were in india..n she was in banglore...afta the weddin..n this yr..its the last time i guess that am gna b able to spend her b'day wit her...cos inshaAllah bro-in-laws comin nxt mth...!
dang...lunch time...dads callin..gtg
xxxx January 12 its overrrrr...i dunno....for sum reason...i felt like i needed sum kinda dramatic music, or as tessa said... a camera filming as evidence...lolz...it feels weird that i gt nuthn 2 do nw...its actually quite sad..atleast i had sumthin 2 do wen i was stressin...an xcuse to sit on msn...nw, truthfully....i dnt wana face the cmputer...it feels like a chore...brb gta get dads lunch ready...
oki am bak...nw wher was i...oh yeh...the dramatic music blah blah...its tru tho...it was oddly quiet at uni...n it jus didnt feel like "omg i jus handed in my dissertation"... jus felt strangely calm....then went ilford to see sum friends....hehe...had a good time...jus chilled n stuff... bumped in2 mustafa...he looked so lost..lolz! hadnt submitted the disso as yet at that time...but inshaAllah i hpe he did!
ermm cnt thnk nw...
so me gna go
xxxxxx January 10 finishedddddddddddddont kno if i wanna laugh...cry...dance...sing...oh i kno...i wanna sleep...
its finally overrr!!! well just about....lolz
ive jus gotta go into uni tmrw...print it allll out....get it bound...stik on a cover sheet... n its done!!!
feel very relieved now...alhamdulillah....ive done it....
i hope ive done well... i think mayb not...but its always good to hope...inshaAllah
anyways....im gna go sleep nw...think my brains had enuff..
lolz
xxxxx January 09 *~*~*got a few things to mention...but i gotta mke it quik...so ere goes
- mum n dad are bak...woohoo...they got bak this mornin!! *big grin* ive missed em...n altho ive not really spent much time wit em as yet...its gr8 to hav em bak
- went into uni today abt trans proj/disso...alhamdulillah so far so good...jus a few changes that need to b made...othawise...inshaAllah by thursday...i shud b done!!! *grin*
- Abarat book 3...my source was wrong...its NOT bein released this month!!! i gotta wait till september...omggg aarrggh!! cant wait that long!!! guess i'l jus hav 2 read books 1 n 2 again... eee...cant wait!! *september come quik*
- on a secnd thot...maybe not..i dnt want september to cme so soon...unis gna b over..!! noo... i kno its gna sound weird..but altho i cant wait to graduate...i dnt want uni 2 end...whoeva said uni was the best time of ur life...was right...wen else wud i hav got the opportunity to go to egypt...*sigh*...evrythings gota cme to an end tho..right??
nw...before i lose my flow of thot..
i betta go
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