im gonna keep this short evn tho theres been soooooo much thats happend since the last time i blogged...

cnt even remember wen the last time was....hmmm...

things have been really busy...and hectic...ramadhaan went faster than expected...there was me thinking its gna b really long n slow cos the days were longer...but subhanAllah...30days felt like 3...it was sooooo busy at work...training new staff...n jus being sooo busy in general...mashaAllah it was busy...wich means we generated a lot in donations...mashaAllah.. :)

had a few ups n dwns..but thts expected...had 6 live appeals...well i think it was 6...lost count!! had 2on Islam Channel...then on DM Digital, PTV, Noor Tv, Channel S and Al Hiwar...so yes.very busy....n omggg...i had like 2 mins of "fame" if u cn call it that...more like "put on the spot n looked like an idiot" lol...

It was during the live appeal with ISL, we had cameramen in the office..n brother T was talking away n suddenly...i was put on the spot!! :( was sooooo embarassing!! didt kno wat to do or say!! :( oh well...lol..glad not many ppl saw....well i hope not!!!

Eid came n went...didnt evn realise that....Eid neva feels like Eid...went to work all glammed up...loool....

Not much else...jus preparing for a few things...trying to save money...sometimes wishing the earth would just open up n swallow me...ugh...yeh i still get them feelings...n there have been points where ive just wanted to walk out of work n neva cme bak...but end of the day...i cant complain...i do actually quite like my job...yes yes..sad i am....

Things with D didnt end up working out...we stopped speaking a few days after Eid i think...oh well...it wasnt meant to b...kinda given up on things on tht front..just cant b botherd anymore...

Im gna miss the girls at work...its really quietened down already...lol..i say girls..cos there was only one new guy tht we took on for ramadhaan...mashaAllah such lovely girls....but inshaAllah hope tht we do stay in touch....

i miss Tess...dont kno why..its been ages since we spoke...n its been my fault tht ive not kept in touch or made an effort... so Tessi...if u read this...i miss u!! :(

 

Im gna go now...laptop gna die...

so till next time

xxxx