lol....i cant believe i was stupid enuff to forget....duh @ me!!!

we went quad bikin on monday...it was sooooo cool!!! we had a wiked time...we left around 4ish for agamy n then got to the place- palm beach or sumthin....n then looked for a place wher we cud rent out quad bikes....so we got all that sorted n.....omg this is sounds sooooo crap...i cant even tell a story propa....! eughh... well lemme jus cut it short...

well... we rented out the quad bikes...nishaar rented out a motorbike....n we had these guys wit us who wudnt let us drive at high speeds!! grrr.... poor sobi's jlbab got burnt by the motor...and then triskali had an accident!! omg was so bad! she's torn a ligament....basically the idiot guy who was wit her was messin around wit the bike n the whole thing toppled over!! alhamdulillah she wasnt hurt anywher else...!... we ended up havin an argument wit the guy...cos we argued n said we didnt wana pay the full amount cos we dint hav a whole hour and cos of the accident n stuff...but he wasnt listenin....n it was jus like aargh... i hate arguments!!!

we got bak 2 alex and went to triskali's.... we were supposed to go out for dinner wit soha...the tour guide...but ended up takin so long we jus chilled at the shakespeare cafe...was fun tho...cos like musa, mustafa, adam, nishaar, me, sobia, natacha triska and soha were there..... was nice jus sorta seein everyone again n stuff...n it was jus nice seein ppl....cos its like we dnt kno if we gna see em again...

umm...me gna shurup nw...me's tired...

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k me annoyed now....dnt kno wats goin on wit my laptop....the buttons hav gone funny!!

argh....think there mite b sumthin stuk in the keyboard...

anyways... lemme think...ive kinda lost my flow of thought....

watchin omid jalili on laptop...hes soooo funny!...its like 3:45...cant sleep....dnt kno wats wrong...been a lil bit stressed abt gettin packin dun....not finished as yet.... jus got a lil bit too much stuff...lol...

anyways...lemme think....days been pretty okay.... wasnt feelin too good...so slept quite a bit...dads been well sweet...made me chai n stuff....so that was well nice of him....

ummm....oh yeh..did sum cookin n stuff....cos we invited natacha n her hubby n triska over for dinna...was gona go to this french dance thing at the saeed darwish theatre....ended up not goin cos still wasnt feelin too good n jus dint really feel like it....triska went....came ova to ours afta it was ova.... n lol...am i glad i dint go...she goes it was terrible!!! lol!!

i dnt kno if i mentioned this tho...but like the last time i went there...was wiked!!! went to see this thing wit these spanish guys who were breakdancing and beat boxing....wow was soooo coool!!!!

anyways...yeh...so had dinna n stuff...n was jus nice spendin time wit them all...its like its weird to think we're all leavin soon...tessi n meeni's already gone...adam went today....sobi's goin tomorro....triskali's leavin friday....me goin sunday........ dint think all this wud cme to an end so fast!!!

anyways....think im gna go now....

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its depressin to think its the end of an era...the last ten months have been like a dream come tru...ive done so much and achieved so much more than i thot i wud hav... developed more as a person and met the most amazing ppl from all walks of life....

had a great weekend...all thanks to adam, tasha and nishaar...they organised a weekend for the TAFL crew at adam's aunts place outside Agamy...n it was jus really nice...jus all of the muslim lot bein there together..havin that brotherhood/sisterhood feeling.... i mean like, there was sum tension around...but otherwise...it was jus nice havin everyone around......

we had jokes....everyone helped out in doin things... well apart from a coupla ppl... who decided to do their own thing n b kinda unsociable....not takn any names...

barbeques....the beach....swimming pool...music... was jus chilled out n fun... we had jokes...n it was so cute seeing safeena n ibraheem together...n jus spendin time wit safeena without the mister too.... n like jus everyone messin around havin jokes... n lol...funniest was wen everyone (including the boys) suckin up so that they cud get chocolate...lolllll....bless em...it was sweet...

i do regret not gettin to kno sum ppl better... but due to situations n circumstances it didnt happen...but alhamdulillah we were able to spend more time together... n jus feel like wanna make more of an effort in keepin in touch wit them wen we get bak 2 the uk...n jus make sure that we do make an effort with eachother....

everything got pretty emotional near the end...as sum of us werent prayin...jus watchin the last jamaat of the TAFL lot had us in tears.... then subhanAllah...the electricity went out...n it jus gave it even more of a magical feeling...n think it got us even more depressed..lol...n like the most amazing thing abt it was mustafa's recitation...i dnt hav words for the way he recites....but mashaAllah its sooooo beautiful.... i remember the time wen he recited surah Naba' wen we used to hav the circles....the emotion in his voice....its so beautiful!

anyways...afta that we had a little discussion...wher mustafa talked abt the way things have been over the year....i swer i think all the gals...or atleast the majority of us were in tears...alhamdulillah there was no light so no-one cud see us!!....

theres so much to say n such little words to express how im feeling.... it jus feels like the end of an era.... the closing of the curtains at the intermission of a play....the anticlimax at the end of a novel...n in a way...ur waiting for the next chapter to start....an anticipation of wat the future has in store for me...wantin to kno which frienships will stay and develop...n inshaAllah i do hope that i do stay in touch wit some of them....i do regret that i didnt get a chance to get to kno some ppl a lot better....but the weekend that jus went helped open new doors to developing friendships wit them...

tessa went bak last night... that was upsetting...shes probably one of my closest mates.... i think partly cos i was friends wit her from before...but since we came to egypt, we became evn betta friends....n alhamdulillah formed a bond as a sisterhood....

actualy...i cant jus say that abt tessa....i mean that abt a lotta the sisters ere...n like jus havin realtionships wit all the sisters....

its like hw mustafa said yesterday....its was basically islam, and the fact that we're muslim that bought us all together....

anyways...ive kinda lost my flow of thought....dad can really annoy me at times...i hate wen i get interrupted wen im tryin to think!!!! grr

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ps: hope all the above made sense...think it mite b a lil bit random

this blog is technically from 24th may 2006..but net wasnt workin propa....so i copied it n waited patiently...till now...to add it

 

 

gonna mke this a quik one...lol...its weird...been talkin 2 dad today...n got a lil annoyed...cos he seems soo set in his ways its like he sumtimes doesnt wana listen...but at the same time...im glad that he does hav an open mind... lol..does that make sense??
now...anyways... dnt kno hw it happend...ended up talkin abt marriage...AGAIN....dnt ask hw...i really dnt kno...lol.. well..anyways... dad goes i shud get married.... so me goes i dnt wana get married yet.... aaah i remember hw we got onto the topic!!.... we were tlkin abt goin for Hajj....cos like i really wanna go...n dad said hes thinkin of goin wit mum next yr... nw next yr really isnt possible for me...cos its last yr of uni...n ive got my dissertation deadline for january 2007....eeeeekkkk!! anyways... so i goes... i kno... i'll go wit my husband...lol.. yes yes...stupid thing to say mona...but wat can i do... wen im tired... i talk crap...and i AM tired..had a long day... was up frm abt half 6ish... didnt sleep too well either... n then was up from then revising... exams are truly evil....but alhamdulillah it didnt go as bad as i thot it wud... let jus wait n see the results...then we'll kno!! i kno i probs havnt dun too well... the media stuff was pretty tuff... i hate the stuff abt harf jarr cos i always get em wrong..neva kno wat to put in the right place... so wen in doubt.... put in a bi lol!! so thats wat i did.... but then the choosin the right words thing was tuff too...n the last question...omg i didnt evn kno wat it was askin!!!! *faint*....translation from arabic to english was fun... i love doin that...that makes me feel a lil more confident abt the translation project.... i enjoy arabic to english.... but the english to arabic....omgggg we had to do 2 passages.... n they were eeeeeeeevvvvvvviiiiiiilllllll!!! neverrr again!!!
anyways.. i kno ive gone off tangent again...
so lemme get bak 2 wher i was.... by the way...me's wonderin wher avan is.... not heard from her in ages... avii... if u readin this..plzzzzz lemme kno ur oki!!!! me miss uuuuu! (for those wonderin..avan is my best mate *big grin*)
anyways....bak 2 the marriage thing.... so me decides to ask daddy a few questions n stuff.... so....1st thing mentioned...hes gotta b guji??? daddys says yes...its preferable...me goes...issit oki if hes pakistani.... daddy says... we can think abt it...(no, i dnt hav anyone in mind)...so then me jus goes off tangent a little.... well actually..dad did...goes on abt hw the guys gotta b stable in life...gotta hav a decent job.... grr..me doesnt really care much abt the job thingy... well...maybe i do...but at the moment...its more all abt the deen (refer to last blog...man wit beard...lol).... n to my luck... daddy mentions that there are many guys who are well educated and hav good deen tooo!!! (ooh...me's interested..lol)... he goes u get ppl who are accountants n hafiz toooo! now THAT is sumthin i wudnt mind....its jus now that i think abt it.... i wud wana marry sum1 whos got a strong deen.....
anyways..that nuff abt my randomness... me mite b bak again sumtime...maybe....
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this blog is gna b pretty random....jus cos things are pretty random right now...

1stly....exams....soo overly depressin!! had نحو exam today....maaan it went baad!! thats wat u get for last min crammin....i SHUD be revisin for my exam tomorro...but i soooo cant b bothered right now...inshaAllah will get started in a bit!!!! (lets hope!)

well....umm....wat else... oh yeh.... im lisnin to this lecture by Bilal Assad... its sooo good...hes well cool... its called "the final message" oops.... i think i jus closed it up!! gwrrr!! its good stuff tho...

n was lisnin to Muhammas Al-Shareef's tafseer of Juz' 'Ammah.... thats well good tooo!!

umm...wat else..oh the random things that are goin on....got a party on thursday..last day wit TAFL.... its sooo depressin to think we're goin bak!! n then got a lil weekend away wit all the TAFL muslim lot.... organised by Adam...we gna paaarrtaayy!l lol!!

umm....oh yeh one last thing.... dads sooo funny... i pulled his beard today...(felt like bein a lil cheeky, hehe)...n he goes "i'll make sure u get married to a guy wit a beard" lolllllll... thats wat i was hopin for anyways!!

(any offers? lol..joke!)

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examsssssssssss am gna go madddddddd hate revisionnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!! bleh

jus realied hw long that last entry was...oopz!

its been a week nw....n i stupidly still havent put in an entry abt last weekend... the weekend we spent in siwa... was a nice weekend....chilled out...really hot...but fun!

we left for siwa on thursday night...it was i think a 9hr journey...so we left at 10 n reached there around... 7ish in the mornin.... alhamdulillah was a comfortable journey...was sittin wit tessa..had a nice lil chit chat n slept too...

got there in the mornin....lol the place was completely dead...only a few ppl walkin around...and lil goats runnin around...n i needed the loo!!! eugh i hate the thot of usin "balady" toilets...the ones that are jus holes in the ground...ickyyyyyy....n the only one available was...wet...smelly and... well not very pleasant....but wen u gotta go....u gotta go....so...i went! lol... eugh im nevaaa doin that again..okay okay, im a fussy traveller...avan shud kno..lol..remember mysore???? hehehehe!

anyways..so...went to this cafe that was open n asked wher we cud find a place that cud do like a safari tour n stuff... we waited a while n ended up goin to the palm sumthin hotel....we didnt really wanna stay there the night...cos we wanted to cram in as much as possible over the weekend....so...we sorted out a tour..only to find out we cudnt do it cos we needed to get permits n the place that issues em wasnt open..oh well...it WAS friday....so guess thats reasonable...so... they were nice enuff to let us use a room n its facilities for free...sweet innit...so we slept a coupla hrs n freshened up n then set off to see a lil bit of the city before we left for the otha tour that we got organised for us... seemed jus as good...wit an overnight camping thingy in the desert....so it was cool.....

ummm...leme think...wat else did we do...we spent sum time at the ruins of the city...climbed up n took photos... came bak dwn went for a walk... n then went bak 2 the hotel...cos we had to get bak in time for the tour...

the tour was okay... we were wit sum american students from cairo...they seemed like an okay lot...they were pretty funny... but cos me n sarah were sittin at the front dint really get a chance to spk 2 em much...insted got a wiked chance to practice arabic wit the driver....was soooo cool... he propa took the pee outa me cos i asked him why...but in fus'ha....so insted of sayin "le" i said "limadha" n from then on ...he kept usin the fus'ha but takin the pee at the same time...lol...it was funny...cos its such an arab/egyptian thing to ask if ur married...n i was like nooooooooooo wayy...n he was like whyyy....n i was like im too young!! lol...n then he was like..next time u cme siwa...cme wit ur husband..lol! like im gna go bak there again! lol! well...maybe i wil...me's not sure....

anyways...we went to a few places...attempted to sandboard...lol..it was too hot n i cudnt climb up the sand dune...lol..so i gave up.... the rest of em all had a go...poor tessa ripped her trousers sumhow!!!....poor orange trousers...jus seems like theyre not fated for her!...

anyways... from the sand dunes we went to this fossil thingy in the desert n from there on to a spring...where the rest of em went swimmin...omg it was scarily deep...jus lookin into it scared me....was really clear water tho....but then i saw a fish...well...i think i saw a fish...lol.it was floatin on the top...seemed like it was gaspin for air or sumthin n i swer it died!!! oh well.... got bitten by like a hundred n one bugs...had sum mint tea...spoke to the guy that worked at the lil cafe there...its soo cool the way they are patient wit the crappiness of our arabic...n lol...i still find it funny the way they go "wallahi" wen i tell em i aint egyptian! lolllll! theyre jus soooo fascinated! lol!! so yeh.... afta that we went to the salt lakes to watch the sun set...everyone sat at the top of the van thingy....i really dint feel like it...jus felt like sum time alone to reflect...so thats wat i did...put on my mp3 playa n tried to go ova surah yaseen.... and spoke to the driver too....tutz....shud stop referrin him as "the driver" he has a name... its ali! okie..so spoke to ali again.... it was jus nice to b away from everyone in a way.....n that way felt like i cud practice the arabic too....

anyways.... afta sunset...set off bak 2 the camp site.... wasnt much of a camp site...as it had like a toilet n stuf... wasnt as impressed as i was wen we went to bahariyyah....that was a desert camping experience! ... we ate, we talked...n then set off to bed... partly cos we wantd to jus hav sum time alone...partly cos that place was infested wit mosquitos and partly cos i think we jus didnt wana b with the americans.... we were a lil distance from them... but we cud hear the singin n duf bein played around the campfire...sounded like fun...but at the same time...jus wanted to sleep...lol....was amazin cos the moon was full... we really wanted to see the stars...but the moon was soooo bright we cud hardly see the stars...oh well... wasnt too bad...kinda felt like we had a big tube light on...lol..

so...went to sleep...woke up in the mornin...set off bak2 the hotel...went to the hotel...freshened up and went off to discover the rest of siwa... had places to see...and we were hungry!!!

went to a lil restaurant...was sooo cute there was this kitten n its mum... n they kept comin towards us for the food...especially the kitten...it was cute..but at the same time i was scared of it..lol...oh well... we had breakfast n set off to the temple of the oracle...its amazin hw much history there is in jus one place..like this temple has sum kinda history not only from the pharaonic period...but also from greek n roman too...n like it was amazin to find out the correlation between the greeks/romans and pharoanic stuff...like supposedly "zeus" and i think it was "amun" are supposedly the same god...or sumthin like that....oh well..cant remembr now....

it was soooo hot n i wasnt feelin too well...the walk to the temple was long and there was hardly any shade..was soooo sunny...and i had sand in my trainers...which really didnt help (my feet were hurtin 2 days afta cos of the blisters!)... but like yeh, we got to the temple n i jus didnt wna go up...told the rest of em to go chek it out....i'd wait at the bottom....but then tessa looked at me in this really funny way...like a "come on, i dnt care, ur comin wit us" look...n i was like okay fine...i'll cme....so ...i went! lol!...

was funny...cos even tho i was the one that didnt wana go up....i got soooo hyper (i think it might hav been the tablet sarah gave me, lol) and maybe a mix of the heat n stuff too....i was like bouncin off the walls! there was this one place where there were gates...n i went behind em wit sarah n started makin silly faces....like aarrgghh heelllpp kinda faces...but then cudnt keep a straight face so kept laffin...tessa did this funny thing wher she climbed over the ledge n pretended she was fallin off...lol... n then i climbed this thing n went...."take my photooooo" lol... i dunno...(im sane..... really!)

so...afta that we decided to go chek out cleopatra's bath and the temple of sumthin else..maybe that was the temple of amun....hmm..cant remember....i think by that time i was feelin totally sun stroked and sick... alhamdulillah we came accross a lil stream and a coupla old men sittin in a lil hut weavin baskets outa palm leaves...they were soooooo sweet!! they invited us to eat lunch wit them.gave us a place to pray... n we jus sat n relaxed for a while...then they taught us hw to weave the leaves n sew them up...sobia really got into it...n they were sweet enuff to let her take a basket home for free!!!... we sat there for hours..sumtimes jus sittin wit our feet in the stream....well i was..until a frog came up near my feet..lol...got scared!.... we spent hours wit them...n then realised that we really shud make a move.... cos we wanted to see a few otha things....

so...we went to cleopatra's bath thingy....wasnt really all that....lol..n afta that was the looooooooonnnnng walk bak...omg i wanted to die... my feet were seriously killin me by then...the sand in them was unbearable...i kno, i kno..ur probly thinki..stupid gurl why dint u jus take the sand out.... u seee..im not that stupid...really...its cos the sand was actually on the inside of the sole of the shoe.... it'd gone thru sum holes...and i cudnt get it out....didnt hav the patience at the particular moment....so... did the clever thing...and took my trainers off n walked all the way bak in my socks!!!... we then took a donkey cart to sumthin called "fatnas island" but wasnt really all that....ate...n then took the coach bak 2 alex.... an uncomfortable journey....but alhamdulillah had a good weekend...

signing out

me

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am feelin pretty confused at the moment....not sure wat i wanna do wit my life....n that jus messes me up...cos like everyone seems to kno wat they wanna do or wher they wanna go...or atleast hav an inkling about it....

like i knew i wanted to go into teachin a while ago...but then thinkin abt it..im really not sure...if i wanna go into teachin wat age group am i gna teach...?? wat am i gna teach??? ... n like wher am i goin wit this arabic degree???

we've been talkin abt it for a while now...n truthfully..realised that the westminster arabic course is...complete crap....its not as good as the SOAS course or the Manchester one...n like that makes us feel like we've missed out on a lot...n wasted a lotta time on education that doesnt really matter...like wat am i gna benefit from learnin abt chinese contemporary art....do i really need to kno abt random ppl drinkin p*ss as an art?? or using dead bodies n wateva...wat does any of that hav to do wit MY arabic degree??? nothin..thats the ansa....nothin!!!! n thats wats really peevin me off!!!

like ive been thinkin abt it n thot...maybe if i transfer to manchester university...wud it b a little mre beneficial..their course is like sooooo much better...they do stuff thats actually RELATED to the course!!! like subjects like womens issues in arab culture n that kinda thing...why dont we learn stuff like that...okay okay the course is slightly different but still...it jus seems soooo much better!!!!

but then at the same time...im not sure if i really wanna transfer to manchester...i mean like it'll b such an experience livin outa home again...but at the same time...thats wats holdin me back... like bein away from home....for maybe anotha 2 years!!!! i mean like yeh theres the option of commuting n watnot....but like still...do i really wanna do that!!!..??? me's not sure....

methinks i might finish this course n maybe go onto do a masters in english literature....but like im not too sure...n like mustafa was tellin me not to transfer...n as well as that.... maybe do a tefl/pgce.... me not too sure...the more i think abt it...the more i dnt wana go to manchester...but at the same time...it wud b such an experience! i dnt kno wat to do!!! well...methinks im jus gna see wat happens...inshaAllah sumthin will cme up!!!

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grrzzz cant beleive it....im sooo bloody annoyed wit the egyptian post i wanna cry....!!!

like 2 mths ago i sent a b'day card to a friend...hopin it wud get to them.. it was such a cute card too....AND i'd personalised it...drew a few lil things inside...jus to give it that personal touch....but it dint even get to them....... knew sumthin like that wud happen....stupid egyptians!!

cant remember evrythin that i'd drawn...but i remember drawin a lil cake..sum baloons....bunch of flowers... n sumthin like a lil world wit an aeroplane or sumthin like that....

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

GGGggggggggRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!

am sooooooooooooooooooo bugged now!!!

*SOBZ*

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argh...me has a headache...got an earache too...these bloody wisdom teeth are really buggin me now.... bleh....

well i dint cme ere to blog abt pains in my head... jus so happend that tessa got sum free tickets to a concert today...n woooowww was it wikeddd!!!

dnt hav words for it...dnt kno wat i was expectin eitha...cos all tessa said was sumthin abt spanish n dance...so i thot oh well..why not...needed to get outa the flat anyway... doin hmwrk is doin my head in!!

anyways..this concert thing..was soo good...like it was dance and one of the guys was boom boxing...beat boxing...lol...cant think of the right word.....when u make sounds wit ur mouth n make it sound like its an actual beat bein played...omg wow was he wiked mashaAllah...so much talent...actually sounded like he was scratchin cd's n stuff....n omg was the break dancing good or wat....never seen so much....n lolllll...funniest was when they dun a dance to "dum maro dum" lollllllll that was funny....but worth it...like it was jus different....funniest thing was....thre was one guy who was like different from all of the rest....he didnt beat box or break dance...it was more sumthin else...like more "artistic"...graceful movements...altho i hav to admit i wanted to laugh..cos lookd like he was jus doin the same thing again n again n again..... well it was def worth it!!!

3 weeks to go...omg its scary....n oh yeh...forgot to mention...altho i dnt wana get too happy abt it cos i dnt want my hopes to b dashed....but think i might hav found sumthin for my translation project..*fingers crossed* inshaAllah hope that its sumthin that i can translate!! ive emailed the publishers.....jus gotta wait now...!!!

well umm thats it for now...me hungry....made sum noodles...gna eat now...

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yayyyyy *jumps up n dwn* i found the meanin of farshi turaaab!!!! (i mean the meanin of the lyrics of the nasheed!!)

 

heres the meanin....it sounds well nice in arabic tho...

heres a few lil things i copied out onto paper a while ago n jus found a coupla days ago...jus so i dnt forget em am gna type em in ere....

 

 

lol thats the 1st one... thot it was cute....kinda cheesy i kno....oh well...me's in a cheesy mood...lol...dnt kno why...

maybe a few shayarees...

 

 

okie...next one...lol...i can hear amr diab's wmaloo bein blasted from sumwher...hehehe...."habibi gai agmal sineen...la la la"

 

 

k lemme c if i can find any more...

 

 

okie..think thats it for nw...cant b bothered nw..lol..

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had a pretty shitty day today....n dint get much betta...

gt a splittin headache.....n had enuff of translation....its dun my head in....gna spend all of tmrw evenin finishin the fus'ha homework i hav pendin since last mth...omg me's been baaad...tutz...

oh welll...

am outa ere

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feel shit today....jus got a lotta things gettin to me...main thing...ppl obsessing over themselves...why cant u jus b happy wit the way u r...okay...maybe there are certain things u mite not like abt urself...but doesnt mean u shud go on n on n on abt it day in day out...

well i dnt wana go into details....

need sum1 2 talk to right now...

avan..where are u?!

*gone*

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lol lol lol...mum wud kill me if she saw...my hair is no longer its natural colour....its....purple!!! dark purple...but still purple...wit red highlights!! (and yes, alhamdulillah, it does actually look pretty nice!)

decided i was gna get my hair done one last time while i was in egypt...not like im gna get it dun eva again....so why not...and it was pretty cheap (accordin to english standards) and she cut it nicely too....well...jus got the layers put bak in....minus the fringe...eugh, i hate fringes!!!

eewww..found a cockroach in my room...ickyyy...killed it tho!! yuk yuk yuk!!

had dinner/party thingy as naz's....went well...evryone went a lil hyper...they were tryna get me to dance...i dnt think sooooo!!

umm...not much else to tell..got loadsa work to get dun for uni...i make me sick at hw slack ive been...eugh @me....tutz..

off for now...

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ahem...me chatted to *ahem* today afta aaaaaaages!! *big grin*  yayyyyyyyy  *jumps up n dwn n does a lil jig* .... ahem calm dwn lol.....but yeh.... was nice chattin....*sumbody* misses me!! lol...

well apart from that.... had a nice day today...went green plaza wit sobi n natacha....n was nice... we jus went around shoppin n stuff..n like it was soo funny...cos we were walkin around on the ground floor....n suddenly heard this really beautiful recitation....it was eitha Quran or a duaa of sum sort...n it was like really loud...n we realised it was comin from upstairs....so we rushed around...lookin for the nearest stairs or escalator n find the shop.....a we got closer it stopped!! n we were like omg! nooo it cant hav stopped!!! but then alhamdulillah it started up again n we were like "woohoo!!"...rushed into the shop....thing the guy got a little startled cos we went into the shop jus to ask abt the recitation....but mashaAllah sum egyptians are really nice.... he was like "cme tomorro n i'll bring the CD's n tapes in for u" so that was well sweet of him!!....

n oh yeh....went to a parlour to get a few fings dun...n the lady there had the most gawjus babyyyy!! her name was jannah...as the egyptians say "gannah" eugh sounds crap....but omg...ten mths old n i jus wanted to pack her in my bag n run....she was the cutest baby wit the most gorgeous eyelashes mashaAllah!!! n i was makin her laff!! mee!!! "she whos crap wit kids" *i* was bein good wit kids!!! lol.... me's surprised wit myself! lol

anyways...me's a lil tired now... gna dwnload a song i been meanin to for a while.... "its over now" by 112... xxxxxxxxxxx

aaarrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sooooooooooooo annoyed wit myself....dnt kno wat the bloody hell i did....but ive changed tariff plans or sumthin on my stupid egyptian mobinil sim card n the bloody thing wont top up!!! n like i dnt kno wat to do now!!! like why the hell isnt the top up card workin....are there separate top up cards for different tariff plans or sumthin!!! bleugh!!! n there i was thinkin i was all clever...tryna get a better deal cos i thot i was wastin too much credit.... jus shows how stupid i REALLY am!!!!!!!!

GGGGggggggggggggggRRRRRRrrrrrrrRRRRRRzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!

*gone*

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lol...im gona make this a short ish one... partly cos i hate usin computers at net cafes....they jus piss me off big time!!! its cos the keyboards are weird compared to wat i like to call "normal" keyboards.... (yes yes, everythin in egypt accordin to me is weird...lol)...

well...im feelin extremely annoyed wit myself for not havin been in touch wit "bhai".... me gets real worrid abt him... n well...jus got a mail frm him....and do feel bad that i not been in touch wit him....but not only him....jus feel bad for not stayin in touch wit anyone!!!  but then again...its not like everyones really been botherd enuff to be in touch either!!!

anyways...thats jus gone totaly off tangent...the reason for the title....lol....cos lol..i cant stop laffin abt it...lol...lol...lol..... well its jus... yesterday....got into a taxi....told the driver wher we wanted to go....dnt think he knew wher xactly we wantd to go....(& he had really pretty eyes...lol)...anwyays... he was a driver from cairo....only been in alex abt a week or so...he realised we werent from egypt eitha...cos we cudnt undastand half of wat he was sayin....omg he talkd soooooooooo fast!!!!!... so yeh...then we went onto wearin niqaab...to wher we're from...n hw egyptian we look....n then hw he wants to marry an indian gal....lol...lucky tacha...shes already married!!! lolllll!!!!...so then hes like continuosly makin it out like he wants me to agree to marryin him!!! so im like....umm...ask my dad 1st....lol....n then....jus before we get outa the taxi....he goes to tacha...convince her to marry me!!! lol!!! like wats that all abt??? lol lol lol...

ummm thats its really...

lol

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