its the only way i cn describe hw im feeling...

its weird..cos it was one of them feelings/things ive not felt for a while?....

i guess i havnt paid attention...or not really thought abt it today...but oh my days i was AWESTRUCK today!!!

i dont look at guys anymore..but on the train on the way home there was the nicest...n i mean NICEST guy/brother on the tube up until holborn on the picadilly line!!

i dont kno wat it was abt him..but he had like the softest/nicest features ive seen in a while...n i jus cudnt take my eyes off him!!!

tut...i kno thts a bad thing...but it was like i jus cudnt tear my eyes away....until a woman came n sat nxt to himn blocked my view!!! lol

anyway...i gt work in mornin...

gna go nw...think i shud shut up neway...lol

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oh my daysssssss im sooooooooooo tiredddddd!!!

had such a hectic week....feels like its gone soooo fast that i cant remember all the details..but at the same time it feels like its been a long tme ago...

does tht even mke sense???

lets start from the friday last week (not the friday tht just went, but the friday before)....we went to gloucester...didnt get there till abt 9pm ish....cos we got stuk in so much traffic...but the journey wasnt too bad alhamdulillah..went to preston on the sunday for J's engagement...was nice...bit flash..but it was nice...hardly got any sleep that weekend...n got back to london on monday around 5ish i think it was....

Tuesday was back to work...but cos of the lack of sleep from the weekend i wasnt fully functioning at work...then had to be up at 4am the next mornin to be at work by 5:15 to go to Lake District!!...we didnt leave till 6:00...n arrived there just around midday...weather was nice alhmdulillah...

SubhanAllah those 3days went so fast....there were a few ups n dwns...but all in all it was a good experience...it was nice spendin time with people outside of the office...seein wat ppl are like...meetin staff from the b'ham office...n its soooo funny the way ppl act...especially the brothers!!! hehe...learnt somethin new i guess...lol

anyway...im nt really gna go into all details...lets jus say i didnt do the activity i'd signed up for....cos it involved water!!    ...its nt my fault im hydrophobic....!! it realy completely utterly freaked me out!!! i cudnt even go in ankle deep...!! Alhamdulillah the sisters i was with were really understanding ... they didnt force me to do it...sumthin that did cheese me off tho was that sumone goes "is there such a thing as hydrophobia?" ...it annoys me cos sumtimes i wonder if they realise or notice that not everyones the same...and no..we're not all perfect...its like...i dnt kno hw to explain it...but it jus annoyd me...so now ive got it off my chest..think it shud b ok...n wont bother me as much...

anyway...im gna end ere...so till next time

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Wiked nasheed...gotta listen to it....n i looove the vid...i kno ive added it to my fave links..but thot i'd add it here too!! :) xx