I am sooooooooo tiredddddddd....i dnt understand wats wrong with me..

im havin trouble sleepin...wich means i cnt wake up on time, which then results in me arrivin at work late EVERYDAY!!!

uff its sooo cold....n im wasting time sittin in front of the tv....watchin banoo mai teri dulhann...loool...its soooo overdramatic!!! just watchin it for the sake of it cos mum n dad are sat here :)

think i might head off to bed soon...

work was pretty quiet today..i think im REALLY losing patience with people nowadays..i cant take it anymore!!! really takes the pee!!! uffff!!! i dont mean people i work with....i mean the people that call in to make donations/enquiries....sometimes i feel like they speak to me as if im stupid...n others...its like i think to myself...how many bl**dy times do i have to say something!!?? its like they just arent paying attention....as if that wasnt already the case in real life with people face to face...it is now also the case with people over the phone!!! aarrgghhh!!!! :(

im gettin annoyd cos im thinkin of doin a course...but cant seem to find the right things...im soooo crap at lookin for things on the internet...lol...im a bit useless...

Works kinda stressin me out...its nt like ive got loads to do...but jus seems to be drivin me mad....ive been made temporary supervisor cos T's gone on annual leave...i stupidly really upset her before she went...i REALLY didnt intend to upset her...it jus kinda happend..n i still feel quite guilty/upset abt it...cos it really shudnt have happened...especially considerin shes like a sis to me... :( hope she cmes bak from her leave n things are okay inshaAllah...

otherwise things are k alhamdulillah...things are goin well... :)

anyways...im off..

nitey nite xxx