im upset today...

i dnt kno why...well actually...i kinda do...im just fed up of work...it just keeps upsetting me..ive had enough :(

the pains at the back of my ear are back...so that doesnt help either...and im having sleeping problems :( doesnt help when u have to wake up early to leave for work...i cant even seem to wake up nowadays!!!

ive been avoiding picking up my phone since ive been home from work...i dont want anything to do with work right now...i dont see why i should...im not AT work...so why should i have anything to do with work!! ughhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

im sick of itttttttt!! its like even on weekends...im called up from work...and lately..manager seems to make last minute decisions about training and stuff..which just takes the pee!!! its like im supposedly doing some kinda training tomorrow...i dont even kno wat its about!!! aarrgghhh!!!!

im jus gna try n look for another job now...or sumthing....

im off

xxx