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3月15日 who needs enemies...mustafa was right abt the blog tht was here...thanx musty for the advice!! :)
that is why ive now deleted wat was once here..
3月9日 ProcrastinationIm procrastinating...again!!
i should be finishing this application form...but i seem to be drifting...lol
ive just discovered snake on gmail!!! lol...cool or wat!?! im soooo not gonna get this done!!
aargghh!!
gtg
xxx A Story Worth Reading السلام عليكم ورحمه الله وبركاته
(May the peace of Allah descend upon you and His Mercy and Blessings)
A Story Worth Reading: I got this via email from a friend, thought it would be good to share... :) Since last night my young son has been unwell. When I got back from Work this evening I decided to take him to hospital despite my exhaustion.
There were many waiting; perhaps we will be delayed by more than an hour. I took my number and sat down in the waiting room. There were many faces, young and old, but all silent. Some brothers made use of the many booklets available in the waiting room.
Some of those waiting had their eyes closed, while others were looking around. Most were bored.
Once in a while the long silence was broken by a nurse calling out a number. Happiness appears on the one whose turn it is, and he gets up quickly; then silence returns.
A young man grabbed my attention. He was reading a pocket-sized Qur`an continuously; not raising his head even once. At first I did not think much about him. However, after one hour of waiting my casual glances turned into a deep reflection about his lifestyle and how he utilizes his time. One hour of life wasted! Instead of making benefit of that hour, it was just a boring wait. Then the call for prayer was made. We went to prayer in the hospital's Masjid. I tried to pray close to the man who was reading the Qur'an earlier in the waiting room. After the prayer I walked with him. I informed him of how impressed I was of him and how he tries to benefit from his time. He told me that most of our time is wasted without any benefit. These are days that go from our lives without being conscious of them or regretting their waste.
He said that he started carrying the pocket-sized Qur`an around when a friend encouraged him to make full use of his time. He told me that in the time other people waste he gets to read much more of the Qur`an than he gets to read either at home or in the masjid.
Moreover, besides the reward of reading the Qur`an, this habit saves him from boredom and stress.
He added that he has now been waiting for one and a half hours. Then he asked, when will you find one and a half hours to read the Qur`an?
I reflected; How much time do we waste? How many moments of our lives pass by, and yet we do not account for how they passed by?
Indeed, how many months pass by and we do not read the Qur`an? I came to respect my companion, and I discovered that I am to stand for account and that time is not in my hand; so what am I waiting for?
My thoughts were interrupted by the nurse calling out my number; I went to the doctor. But I want to achieve something now.
After I left the hospital I quickly went to the bookshop and bought a pocket-sized Qur`an. I decided to be mindful of how I spend the time.
If this information is beneficial to you, then please do forward it to your friends and relatives. Our Prophet (SAW) said; 'Whoever guides or directs to good, then he gets the same amount of blessing (reward) as the one who does it'
The Prophet (SAW) also said 'Pass on knowledge from me even if it is only one verse' 3月8日 “Amazing is the affair of the believer”inshaAllah im hoping to add a few more from time to time...just think its good to put up a reminder once in a while :)
On the authority of Abu Yahya Suhaib bin Sinan (May Allah be pleased with him) it is related that the Prophet (Peace be upon him) said,
“How amazing is the affair of the believer. There is good for him in everything and that is for no one but the believer. If good times come his way, he expresses gratitude to Allah and that is good for him, and if hardship comes his way,
he endures it patiently and that is better for him.” [Muslim] 3月6日 My eyes hurt.......and so does my head...ive had this headache since morning n its not going away!! :(
dont kno wat to do...not been feelin too good..wasnt giving 100% at work either...it was just like i cudnt evn stare at the screen..
just like hw my eyes are hurting nw from lookin at the computer...
im off..
xxx 3月2日 :(im upset today...
i dnt kno why...well actually...i kinda do...im just fed up of work...it just keeps upsetting me..ive had enough :(
the pains at the back of my ear are back...so that doesnt help either...and im having sleeping problems :( doesnt help when u have to wake up early to leave for work...i cant even seem to wake up nowadays!!!
ive been avoiding picking up my phone since ive been home from work...i dont want anything to do with work right now...i dont see why i should...im not AT work...so why should i have anything to do with work!! ughhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
im sick of itttttttt!! its like even on weekends...im called up from work...and lately..manager seems to make last minute decisions about training and stuff..which just takes the pee!!! its like im supposedly doing some kinda training tomorrow...i dont even kno wat its about!!! aarrgghhh!!!!
im jus gna try n look for another job now...or sumthing....
im off
xxx
2月23日 Tired...I am sooooooooo tiredddddddd....i dnt understand wats wrong with me..
im havin trouble sleepin...wich means i cnt wake up on time, which then results in me arrivin at work late EVERYDAY!!!
uff its sooo cold....n im wasting time sittin in front of the tv....watchin banoo mai teri dulhann...loool...its soooo overdramatic!!! just watchin it for the sake of it cos mum n dad are sat here :)
think i might head off to bed soon...
work was pretty quiet today..i think im REALLY losing patience with people nowadays..i cant take it anymore!!! really takes the pee!!! uffff!!! i dont mean people i work with....i mean the people that call in to make donations/enquiries....sometimes i feel like they speak to me as if im stupid...n others...its like i think to myself...how many bl**dy times do i have to say something!!?? its like they just arent paying attention....as if that wasnt already the case in real life with people face to face...it is now also the case with people over the phone!!! aarrgghhh!!!! :(
im gettin annoyd cos im thinkin of doin a course...but cant seem to find the right things...im soooo crap at lookin for things on the internet...lol...im a bit useless...
Works kinda stressin me out...its nt like ive got loads to do...but jus seems to be drivin me mad....ive been made temporary supervisor cos T's gone on annual leave...i stupidly really upset her before she went...i REALLY didnt intend to upset her...it jus kinda happend..n i still feel quite guilty/upset abt it...cos it really shudnt have happened...especially considerin shes like a sis to me... :( hope she cmes bak from her leave n things are okay inshaAllah...
otherwise things are k alhamdulillah...things are goin well... :)
anyways...im off..
nitey nite xxx 2月8日 lolokay...so i was a bit of a drama queen in the last blog...well i really did think i'd thrown it all down the loo in an instant...lol...but alhamdulillah that wasnt the case...so me is a lil happy happy...
still ill...which i do not not notttt like!! went to emergency GP the otha day...lmao...they were crap..if anything the doctor scared the crap outa me by sayin i cud hav TB! lol...oh as well as spelling my name in suchhh a stupid way...wich i was REALLY annoyed abt cos i spelt my name over the phone PHONETICALLY!!! so how the hell can u get M for mother and N for november mixed up and A for Alpha and E for Echo wrong!? i wanted to slap em!!!
ive spent a lot of time today applying for jobs...need a change in my life and soon...gettin a lil bit sick of the same thing....inshaAllah hope whatever happens happens for the best....ppl readin this...make duaa!! :)
anywayyyyyyyy...
im gna go nw...
xxxx 2月1日 ugh...im tired...ill n depressed...cant believe i was so stupid...if i had sent one email ONE email...i wouldnt b feelin this low right now...
wont be surprised if i get kicked outa work on monday...im such a bloody genius (!)...well done me(!)...
i dnt wana go into details...but lets just say ive effed up BIG TIME n knowin my manager...it might just be a good excuse to get rid of me...
i wanted to blog today after ages...n thought it'd b a nice one...but then checked work emails n things went downhill from there...
 Its been a good three months since my last entry...why?..well cos work seems to have taken over my life...and i hardly cme online nw...
Went for Hajj in December...so thats another month gone...n been living eating n breathing work since i got back...so much so that im still not fully recovered from it...
anyway...im nt in the mood nw...so maybe sum other time..
xx 10月21日 gonna keep this short....im gonna keep this short evn tho theres been soooooo much thats happend since the last time i blogged...
cnt even remember wen the last time was....hmmm...
things have been really busy...and hectic...ramadhaan went faster than expected...there was me thinking its gna b really long n slow cos the days were longer...but subhanAllah...30days felt like 3...it was sooooo busy at work...training new staff...n jus being sooo busy in general...mashaAllah it was busy...wich means we generated a lot in donations...mashaAllah.. :)
had a few ups n dwns..but thts expected...had 6 live appeals...well i think it was 6...lost count!! had 2on Islam Channel...then on DM Digital, PTV, Noor Tv, Channel S and Al Hiwar...so yes.very busy....n omggg...i had like 2 mins of "fame" if u cn call it that...more like "put on the spot n looked like an idiot" lol...
It was during the live appeal with ISL, we had cameramen in the office..n brother T was talking away n suddenly...i was put on the spot!! :( was sooooo embarassing!! didt kno wat to do or say!! :( oh well...lol..glad not many ppl saw....well i hope not!!!
Eid came n went...didnt evn realise that....Eid neva feels like Eid...went to work all glammed up...loool....
Not much else...jus preparing for a few things...trying to save money...sometimes wishing the earth would just open up n swallow me...ugh...yeh i still get them feelings...n there have been points where ive just wanted to walk out of work n neva cme bak...but end of the day...i cant complain...i do actually quite like my job...yes yes..sad i am....
Things with D didnt end up working out...we stopped speaking a few days after Eid i think...oh well...it wasnt meant to b...kinda given up on things on tht front..just cant b botherd anymore...
Im gna miss the girls at work...its really quietened down already...lol..i say girls..cos there was only one new guy tht we took on for ramadhaan...mashaAllah such lovely girls....but inshaAllah hope tht we do stay in touch....
i miss Tess...dont kno why..its been ages since we spoke...n its been my fault tht ive not kept in touch or made an effort... so Tessi...if u read this...i miss u!! :(
Im gna go now...laptop gna die...
so till next time
xxxx
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